Road Trippin' #1

Is it just me...or we all love the countryside?

I took some time off and decided to travel through my country. I'm currently in Pedrógão, a small town near Castelo Branco, about two and a half hours away from Lisbon.

In order to (at least I'm trying to) find myself... after a few twists in my life, running away from the big city seemed the wisest thing to do. Let's be honest..I've started to put my life into perspective...

I've come to this point in my life where I start to question what am I doing here... what do I want to do from now on? what's the next step?

All of my friends have their own life figured out and their future plans seem to be very feasible. Well, not me though... one day I am sure that keeping the right and obvious track is the best option for my future even though I'm definitely not 100% happy with it...

The other 99,99999% of my life is spent thinking and imagining how my life would/could be if I had chosen different paths.

Then those "what ifs" start to bumping into my head and crush inside my heart little by little.

"What if I had chosen arts instead of sciences?"

"What if I had started to work right after college instead of going to uni?"

"What if I haven't heard my parents opinion about my future?"

"What if I had been a bad teenager instead of a non troubled teen?"

"What if I wasn't so unsure about what I REALLY want and stop listening to everybody else's opinion??!"

"What if I could go back in time? What would I change?"

"What if I changed now? Is it too late?"

STOP!

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BREATHE

#countryside #trip #intothewild